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Hillel: do not say, "When I am free I will learn." Perhaps you will not be free.
2 minute readHillel says: do not trust yourself until the day you die. After how many good years has a person earned the right to trust himself?
After one more saying of Rabban Gamliel, the mishnah (teaching) brings five rules from Hillel. The explanations here are from Bartenura (Rabbi Ovadiah of Bartenura, the classic 15th-century commentator on the Mishnah). Do not separate from the community: share in its trouble. Do not trust yourself until the day you die: Yochanan the High Priest served for eighty years, and in the end joined the Sadducees (a group that rejected the tradition of the Sages). Do not judge your fellow until you reach his place: if you saw him fail a test, do not judge him guilty until you have come to one like it and been saved. Do not say a thing that cannot be heard: do not tell your secret thinking no one hears. It will be heard. And do not say, when I am free I will learn. Perhaps you will not be free.
Read the mishnahHillel's five rules, from Pirkei Avot 2:4. The opening lines are in Go deeper.
Learn now. Do not judge from the outside.
There is a sefer (a book of Torah learning) on your nightstand with a boarding pass in it for a bookmark. Newark to Tel Aviv, seat 31C. It is at page 14. The plan was to pick it up again when things calm down, and things have been about to calm down ever since. Hillel's last rule is about that plan: perhaps you will not be free.
Two rules earlier, Hillel speaks about your fellow. At work, in our words: a colleague signed off on a number he had doubts about, with a vice president standing over his desk, and you have a clear opinion of what you would have done. Bartenura reads Hillel this way: do not judge him guilty until you have come to a test like his and been saved. You have not yet had the vice president.
And the rule before that is about you. Bartenura's proof is a High Priest who turned Sadducee after eighty years. Most of us are sure of ourselves on the strength of a few good months. Hillel's words are: do not trust yourself until the day you die. The boarding pass is still at page 14.
Take the book you are saving for a free week. Learn one page of it today.
Ask yourself, or your study partnerWhat am I waiting to be free for, and what if I never am?
Go deeperWhat the commentators say, and every source
The opening lines: His will and yours
The speaker is still the Rabban Gamliel of the two mishnayot (teachings) before this one (Avot 2:2 and 2:3), the son of Rabbi Yehuda HaNasi (the Prince). Bartenura explains the first line with money:
Rabbeinu Yonah (Rabbi Yonah of Gerona, 13th century) takes it to be about everything a person wants: do the will of Hashem (God) as eagerly as your own, until you want only what He wants. He applies it to money as well: what a person has was given by Hashem and is a deposit in his hands, and with a deposit one does what its owner wants. Tosafot Yom Tov (Rabbi Yom Tov Lipmann Heller, a 17th-century commentator on the Mishnah) suggests that the first line is about the positive commandments, the things to do, and the second line about the prohibitions.
"So that He will set aside the will of others": Bartenura explains, He will overturn the plans of all who rise against you to do you harm. He adds a reading that he heard. The words "the will of others" are a respectful way of speaking about Heaven, and it is as if the mishnah had said, "so that He will set aside His will before your will." He compares it to a saying he quotes from the Gemara (the Talmud; Shabbat 63a): whoever does a mitzvah (commandment) as it should be done, even a decree of seventy years is cancelled for him. In the Gemara as we have it, Rav Chinana bar Idi says that one who does a mitzvah as it was commanded is not brought bad news, and Rav Asi, or some say Rabbi Chanina, adds: even if the Holy One, blessed be He, makes a decree, "he cancels it." His proof is two verses that stand side by side: "and who will say to Him, what are You doing?" (Kohelet, Ecclesiastes, 8:4), and then "one who keeps a mitzvah will know no evil thing" (8:5). Rashi (Rabbi Shlomo Yitzchaki, the classic 11th-century commentator) explains: one who keeps mitzvot can say it to Him. On that reading, the one who cancels the decree is the person who did the mitzvah.
Which Hillel
The commentary on Pirkei Avot printed under Rashi's name says: "This is Hillel the Elder, who spoke above, in chapter 1." Hillel the Elder taught in Avot 1:12 to 1:14, many generations before this Rabban Gamliel. Tosafot Yom Tov brings another view, from the book Asarah Maamarot by Rabbi Menachem Azariah of Fano: that this Hillel is a grandson of Rabbi Yehuda HaNasi. He answers, "If it is a tradition, we will accept it," and if it is a matter of reasoning, Rashi wrote plainly that this is Hillel the Elder. He also explains why Hillel's words were placed here: Rabban Gamliel spoke, two mishnayot earlier, about those who work with the community, and four mishnayot on, Rabban Yochanan ben Zakkai will be named as one who received from Hillel.
Do not separate from the community
Bartenura is pointing to a baraita (a teaching of the Sages from the time of the Mishnah that was not included in it) in the Gemara (Taanit 11a). When Israel is in distress and one of them separates himself, the two angels who accompany a person lay their hands on his head and say: this one, who separated from the community, let him not see the comfort of the community. A second baraita there brings Moshe (Moses). During the battle with Amalek (the people who attacked Israel on the way out of Egypt) he sat on a stone (Shemot, Exodus, 17:12). Did Moshe not have one cushion to sit on? He said: since Israel is in distress, I too will be with them in distress. The baraita ends: whoever puts himself in distress together with the community merits to see its comfort.
Rabbeinu Yonah takes the rule to be about a community that is busy with Torah and mitzvot. It speaks, he says, of a community that walks in a good path and gathers to do a mitzvah. From a community that leans toward a bad path and whose deeds are corrupt, one who separates is to be praised. The Rambam (the great 12th-century teacher of Jewish law and philosophy) has one line here, pointing back to the fourth chapter of Shemonah Perakim (Eight Chapters, his introduction to Pirkei Avot): one should part from the community only as far as its corruption requires.
Do not trust yourself
The Gemara (Berachot 29a) quotes this mishnah, with these same words, as a challenge to Abaye, who had said: we have a tradition that a good person does not turn bad. Abaye answers that Yochanan and Yannai are one person. Rava says they are two, Yannai wicked from the start and Yochanan righteous from the start. For Rava, the Gemara says, even one who was righteous from the start may turn back. The Rambam reads the rule as being about character. Even a person who has a good trait firmly set in his soul should not stop repeating the good acts that strengthen it:
That, the Rambam says, is the meaning of "until the day you die."
Until you reach his place
Rabbeinu Yonah reads "his place" as his rank, and ties it to the rule before it: a person should not trust himself, or rely on his own mind too much. When you see your fellow in a high position not acting uprightly, do not say: if I were in his place, I would do none of the wrong that he does. You do not know. You are a person as he is, and perhaps that position would bend you too. When you have reached his place and his rank and have overcome your own traits, he writes, then you may question his.
A thing that cannot be heard
Bartenura gives two readings. The first: do not let your words be so unclear that they cannot be understood at first, counting on the listener to work them out in the end if he thinks hard. That leads people to mistake your meaning, and they may go astray into heresy (denying what the Torah teaches) through you. The second: do not tell your secret, even between you and yourself, saying that there is no one here to hear you, because in the end it will be heard, "for a bird of the sky will carry the sound" (Kohelet, Ecclesiastes, 10:20). He notes that the wording "for in the end it will be heard" goes with the second reading (on the first, the words are "and in the end it will be heard"), and that Rashi had a different text: "a thing that can be heard." On that text the rule is about Torah. Do not say of a word of Torah which you can hear now that you will hear it later. Bend your ear and hear it at once.
The Rambam reads it as a rule about how to speak: words whose plain sense is far-fetched and seems wrong, and which turn out to be right only when a person looks hard at them. Your words, he says, should not need a far-fetched explanation and extra study before the listener understands them.
When I am free
Bartenura fills in the words: when I am free "from my business," I will occupy myself with Torah. The Rambam says the same, and connects it to an earlier mishnah (Avot 1:15):
Rabbeinu Yonah gives the reason. You do not know what a day will bring. Tomorrow too you will be called to something, for there is no shortage of new matters every day, and you will find yourself leaving the world without Torah. "Rather, make your Torah the fixed thing and your work the side thing."
Sources
- Pirkei Avot 2:4: the mishnah.
- Bartenura on Avot 2:4: Rabban Gamliel's lines and each of Hillel's five rules.
- Rambam on Avot 2:4: a virtue can leave; how to speak; Shammai's rule.
- Rashi on Avot 2:4: this is Hillel the Elder.
- Tosafot Yom Tov on Avot 2:4: which Hillel, and why his words are here.
- Rabbeinu Yonah on Avot 2:4: a deposit; which community; his place as his rank; why not to wait.
- Shabbat 63a: one who does a mitzvah as it was commanded; Rashi on the verse.
- Kohelet 8:4-5: who will say to Him, what are You doing.
- Taanit 11a: one who separates from the community; Moshe on the stone.
- Shemot 17:12: they took a stone, and he sat on it.
- Berachot 29a: Yochanan the High Priest; Abaye and Rava.
- Kohelet 10:20: a bird of the sky will carry the sound.
- Pirkei Avot 1:15: Shammai: make your Torah fixed.
- Pirkei Avot 1:12-14: Hillel the Elder.
- Pirkei Avot 2:2-3: Rabban Gamliel, the son of Rabbi Yehuda HaNasi.
- Pirkei Avot 2:8: Rabban Yochanan ben Zakkai received from Hillel and from Shammai.
- Rambam, Shemonah Perakim, chapter 4: when to part from the community.